Andrew,
Hi-
This is Nina. I’m at home from school and I just woke up
from a dream. It had you and your girlfriend in it. That just made me want to
write you a letter, since we haven’t really spoken for a while.
At my party, I know, I was very strange. You probably
thought that I had completely lost control of my life. But actually I really
haven’t. You see, I just let everyone walk all over me, and I understand now
and I don’t intend to have any more big parties.
Anyways I really hope that you are happy. Because I care
a lot about you still. I was talking to Jeanette at a gig and she said that she
doesn’t see that much of you. I found that odd because you both go to the same
school and all, but then I started to understand the situation. It must be that
you’re always with Ilene, huh? Well, that’s great!
You don’t know how happy I am for you to have found the one
person that you have been looking for. She seems really nice. I felt sort of
ridiculous around her because, to me it was like, you might of told her I was “nice”
or whatever you felt, and I was a complete jerk that night and she kind of just
said “O.K. Andrew, whatever you say.”
But I’d really like to get to know her. Why don’t you ever
go out anymore? Are you guys that involved? I always wondered what it would be
like to just want to be with someone, and no one else. Oh, well.
So, how is your family? Are you getting along well? I sure
hope so. I’m alright. I’m just getting some lectures from my mom on school and
that sort of stuff.
I finally took care of my “Paul San problem.” It was really
weird, you see he was at my party and we didn’t even talk. It wasn’t like a
fight, just like we weren’t even together. After that we didn’t talk for a
really long time and then I saw him one night at the Galaxy. And I just told
him, that I thought we outta just be friends. And that was it. I can’t see what
it is I saw in him.
But I have found myself a new Paul! It’s so weird. I saw him
and was awed, I didn’t EVEN want him for a boyfriend, I figured “fuck, that guy
is beautiful, I only want to look at him.” I just wanted to stare at him. But
then he kept talking to me all night, and then by the end of the night he was
holding my hand and he kissed me goodnight and got my phone # and I’ve seen him
almost every night since.
And that was 2 weeks ago. There is something special about
him. It’s weird, he’s absolutely tooo nice. I can’t understand. He has 1
million friends and he is too nice to me. I guess there’s no such thing, but
you know.
Well, I guess I outta go. Sorry, if I bored you. Please
write me back cuz I will look forward to hearing from you. Bye, I love you
always.
Love,
N------
(tricky huh hee hee)
P.S. You might have to help me with French, cuz I’m having
troubles, not a lot, just kinda.
Here’s something I wrote in school. See if you can figure
out who it is about.
Sitting here, in a daze
Don’t hear the teacher
Or what he says
I’m thinking about people
And things to do
I’m thinking about me
And I’m thinking about you
I’m so alone without you here
Being by myself is what I fear
I’m trying to listen
I sit and stare
I close my eyes and you’re still not there
Bye Love,
Nina
