Got to hurry. Much to do, little time. Its back. And I can't
stop it, though I think I can fight it for a while longer yet.
Like, I forgot to turn the T.V. on before I went to bed the
other day. Which I see now was foolish. Without the hypno-therapeutic trance-inducer pounding my eardrums, I realized a disturbing fundamental fact:
I hear voices.
Naturally they are subdued when I have real audio input. But
in total, stark fluorescent silence, they come out in force.
So, I've always slept with the T.V. and/or radio on. This
seemed like the lesser of two evils. I would be hearing voices, but they would
be pre-programmed, FCC approved and filtered for the general public. So, instead
of listening to Satan directly, I got the Government version.
Same shit, different tube.
So, I was sleeping rather peacefully, as they weren't in the
room, when I start feeling the heaving in my chest, like someone was using my
chest cavity, breathing through me. I could feel and hear voices clambering in
what seemed like a multitudinous arrival.
One by one, demons, seeping in through my pores, my mucous
membranes, my bronchi, were announcing their names, titles & job
descriptions along with their arrival times. Some were disheveled and
complaining, others seemed cheerful enough.
After the last few stragglers entered in I guess I dropped
off to sleep. Or I woke up. Whichever it is, it is the one I am currently
living in and writing from.
I barely had time to fill out my time card.
I had something really important to say, and now I can't
remember what it was.
Goodbye.
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