Thursday, November 2, 2023

Please be advised: My descent into mental illness is not a pay per view event--it is free


 
 
 
Someone, 
      somewhere
            is reading this,
    why,
I'll never know.
                    1075 posts and
                            17524
                                    have generated only 16 comments,
and 7 of those were mine.
                    I have 4 followers
                                    but two of them are me
                                        and the other two have been 
                               following
                            for over 10 years now
                        but
      the last time one of them 
commented 
                    was in 2010,
                                  so I fear they
                                          may have passed on,
                                or they are too polite
                                       or just too lazy    
                                                     to unfollow
                                                                        me.
Friends, 
    family members,
                            people on Facebook,
                   know of this blog's existence.
                Occasionally,
one of them
                might read a post or two,
but never, 
   ever
do they leave a comment.
            I don't expect that
                    they would have anything 
    nice
to say, and
        so 
they are sparing me 
                  the criticism.
            I can only infer
that they are shaking their
                                            heads
                                                        in silent disgust.
But you know...
            I guess
    what I'm trying to say
                is:
                     it gets lonely here
                                                in the
                                                            vacuum of space
with no 
      feedback of 
               any kind.
    And here I am
endlessly
   pouring out my insides,
                      revealing secrets,
                                expressing feelings,
            offering up thoughts,
 written
    down
in this tidy little blog.
                Well, mostly tidy.
                                As you can see,
Hal is slowly becoming
            less and less
sentient,
            as is
  indicated by his sentence 
struc
    ture. 
                    tell me I'm an 
                i d i o t
 tell me a story
                    wish me happy birth
                                                    day
                    or tell me
        you hate me. 
                    Someth
                               ing
                other than 
thisssssssss
                sssssss
                        sssssssss- - - - - - . . . . .

        

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I've changed my comments settings to allow for anyone to comment. All comments are welcome, even spineless potshots from anonymous posters. Please, by all means, give me the tongue lashing I so richly deserve. I promise not to hunt you down and melt your keyboard with my plasma cannon. I won't, however, promise not to pout and make that face you can't stand.