What happens to our “less than perfect” characters as we journey from one lifetime to the next, if such a thing exists?
If our soul survives death, what does it look like?
Suppose someone recalls a person, or the persona, or mask
that the soul inhabited—does that identity survive somewhere intact? Or is it
thrown away, like single use plastic?
Someone please tell me, then, if we find we are missing
someone, who, or what, are we missing? Was that ever truly them? Can they ever
exist again, or do they exist in that version somewhere? Or are they gone
forever?
In this world, all that’s left of our old home in Paradise,
where we spent ten years, is a perimeter foundation and the cement front steps.
I have so many pictures of it, taken while we lived there. Now the only place it
exists is in those memories.
Is there a salvation army for the people we remember? Can we
find them somewhere and pull them off a shelf and treasure them like they were
never gone?
If we go to join them, which one of the many masks will they
be wearing?
Who am I, really? Is there a better version of me waiting on
some other side, longing for this act to be over? That would make two of us.
Do I exist at all? Sure feels like it. But will “I” exist
after I’m dead and my body is ashes or compost? Will I need a suitcase, in
which to carry all the previous disguises that my soul has masked itself in? Or
am I going to be just some amorphous ball of energy roaming around with no
recognizable physical appearance?
I’m hating my body because of its ailments, its lack of
resilience and durability. But what if it’s all I’ve got? Will I ever again be
the best version of this version of myself?
Please submit the answers in a timely fashion, because I’m
losing hope, faith and patience. I’m hoping love exists, because this version
of me isn’t upgraded with that feature.
I'm hoping the next version of me isn't so obsessed with comma usage.
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